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entry 1
I really don't feel like writing right now but I guess I should. I took last week off of school while Josiah was back in Vermont. I have almost all of this quarter's homework done already. School is boring. I really just want to go back to home school. I was going to write about how two Wednesday's ago was one of the most amazing days of my life but I don't really have it in me right now. Long story short. I climbed up on a dumpster and went through a window in the bathroom to get into Pal's show and after I threw a million elbows to get to the front, he pulled me on stage to go stand with his friends Lijah and Paysen. All these girls were pissed and screaming and it was pretty amazing. He is a great musician. I miss hanging out, Pal. :[
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So, Josiah is back. I don't really know what to say. I couldn't get out of bed on Monday morning to go to school. So I stayed. Mama called me out of school and then made me go to Canyon's therapist on Tuesday and also on Thursday. I didn't really say anything. I just said I missed Josiah and didn't want to go to school without him. The only reason I went was because I guess I needed a medical excuse or something to miss all those school days. Why does it matter how many days I miss? I have like three weeks of homework turned in already.
Thatcher is probably going to hate me for forever and I have no idea what to do.
Also. I would like to have sex with Palek again. How fucked up is that? I'm completely in love with somebody else and I want to have sex with Pal again. I think I'm turning into Max. Except like...the non boy-fucking one. Or being fucked. Whatever. I think I might like to try it the other way. And I might like to try it with a girl. Except not. Because I'm in love. I know that for certain. And the only other person that has managed to wedge his way into my world is Palek fucking North who loves everyone in the world.
Sigh.
I really don't feel like writing right now but I guess I should. I took last week off of school while Josiah was back in Vermont. I have almost all of this quarter's homework done already. School is boring. I really just want to go back to home school. I was going to write about how two Wednesday's ago was one of the most amazing days of my life but I don't really have it in me right now. Long story short. I climbed up on a dumpster and went through a window in the bathroom to get into Pal's show and after I threw a million elbows to get to the front, he pulled me on stage to go stand with his friends Lijah and Paysen. All these girls were pissed and screaming and it was pretty amazing. He is a great musician. I miss hanging out, Pal. :[
[private]
So, Josiah is back. I don't really know what to say. I couldn't get out of bed on Monday morning to go to school. So I stayed. Mama called me out of school and then made me go to Canyon's therapist on Tuesday and also on Thursday. I didn't really say anything. I just said I missed Josiah and didn't want to go to school without him. The only reason I went was because I guess I needed a medical excuse or something to miss all those school days. Why does it matter how many days I miss? I have like three weeks of homework turned in already.
Thatcher is probably going to hate me for forever and I have no idea what to do.
Also. I would like to have sex with Palek again. How fucked up is that? I'm completely in love with somebody else and I want to have sex with Pal again. I think I'm turning into Max. Except like...the non boy-fucking one. Or being fucked. Whatever. I think I might like to try it the other way. And I might like to try it with a girl. Except not. Because I'm in love. I know that for certain. And the only other person that has managed to wedge his way into my world is Palek fucking North who loves everyone in the world.
Sigh.